Tuesday, November 16, 2010
As our deployment winds to it's end we have found out how sick my husband really is. They told him that he has Renualt's Syndrome and Rhumitoid Arthritis. These could be two factors that end his career in the Army. He can't keep his hands warm and when they get cold they lock up. Eventually his Arthritis will make it hard for him to do the everyday things like button his pants or open the top of a jar. This scares me more then anything. Not the end of his career but him being sick. I know that I will have to be the one to take care of him and that doesn't bother me at all. I just don't want to see him in pain. It's hard to see someone you love in pain and that's what scares me. I love him with everything I am!! I just want to have him home so I can be the one that takes care of him. He is my heart and my kids are my soul. It's his turn to be a stay at home parent and be taken care of. It will be interesting to see where this takes us. He is just so wonderful. I want to see him happy and see a smile on his face. I will do everything in my power to make him comfortable.